Life has been interesting lately. I find myself very aware of the rollercoaster of the mind: the freak-outs when things don’t go exactly as I planned, the sometimes feeling that things are stagnant and the worry that gets created with that, and the absolutely peaceful moments in which I truly feel as if I am just putting one foot in front of the other. I feel I am forever taking a breath and falling into that true self place, that heart energy, that vibratory field of consciousness. Then, watching as the small self scrambles to get out of there like she’ll die without the tension she’s always known.
Small self, true self. I write frequently about these concepts. The small self I mean to be the self that interacts with form. The ego, the history, the personality, emotions, thoughts. The true self, I mean to be the unchanging field of consciousness or awareness that seems to be watching the small self interact. Continue reading “Awakening: The Cosmic Joke”